Koda / Hidden

he/him | 21 | 5’6ugw: 52 lbs / bmi 8.5I DON’T consider myself proana. I don’t want to encourage eds. I am pro recovery. I only romanticize my own ed as a coping mechanism

pls dni if ur fatphobic or interact w fatspo
♡My Issues♡
very severe contamination OCD that controls my entire life, agoraphobia, probably autistic but not dxedbulimia but kind of fluctuates wildly between ana bp and BED depending on the dayI used to self harm but haven’t in a while

♡Interests♡
my eating disorder is basically the only thing I have going on in my life but my other interests include Los Campesinos and SOME mcyts (mainly hermitcraft) which I mostly only talk abt it on my priv
Links!
I used to have links to my threads here but I don’t really feel like doing that anymore so there’s not much going on on this page sorry

I have a google drive folder with all the spo pictures I have in it (currently over 20k) if you want access to it you have to dm me for the link
my goal is to die from my ed so don’t bother telling me it’s dangerous or that my ugw is too low and I won’t survive; I know, that’s the point I want to be as sick as possibleI’m obsessed with bonespo / deathspo due to my OCD which has caused me to obsessively collect spo pictures as a form of hoardingit’s one of my only sources of comfort and I can’t stop so I might as well just share it bc people like when I do that
